I Draw BLOOD !!

I draw blood in my sleep. When I get up in the morning, I see blood stains in my body as well as in the bedsheet. I'v been killing mosquitoes in my sleep. Accidentlally or intentionally, don't ask me I really dunno. Some times I find blood in my books as well. (Mosquitio blood of course) However that bloody could well be mine which the fellow has suck.

I figured out there are large holes in my mosquito net. Felt too lazy to patch them up. These days my fan is also broken. So its a barbecue time for the mosquitoes. (Gets quite warm in the noight if it doesn't rain) Lucky I did not get any mosquitoe related illness these days. But got Dengue twice in my school days. Once it got a bit worse but it couldn't kill me. I remember being in hospital having my Radio Alarm Clock with me. Those days Jon Bon Jovi's "It's My Life" was very popular and I played it full blast in hospital. The nurse comes and asks "mallee prashnayakde ??" (you'v got a problem bro ??) I point to the radio meaning I want my life back and get out of Hospital. Actually those days part of me said that. But another part of me said I want to stay some time more in Hospital to keep looking at these lovely nurses.

Fooof ! need to repair fan and patch up the mosquitoe net. Otherwise I'll end in Hospital again. Forget about the nurses there is a lot of work to be done. Have to get on with it. Used to play that mosquito squashing Flash game. Now I do it automatic. He Heeh !! But no blood on Halloween. Buggers seem to be missing. Wonder why ?? Party of their own I guess.

Inferior ?? huh ?? No Dammit !!

Sometimes I think I am inferior. But have you ever had the feeling when you think someone is stronger than you, and sfter sometime you realize that person is not as strong as you think he / she is. Then I feel, jeeh, I am not that bad either. Coz I ended up somwhere close to him / her. Awsum feeling to be proud of your self for not
giving up and hanging on.

Comparing ourselves with others have two sides. We should not over or under estimate ourselves. Doesn't hurt at all to look at another person and correct our own mistake. It doesn't. !! but people pointing fingers at others should realize that when you point one in the opponents direction the rest of the 4 fingers are towards you. Can you perform in an equal situation with the same circumstances that your victim was under ?? If yes no harm critizing or blasting. If you cannot peform when seas get rough for you, no point try being a hypocryte. Only... I say again only If you are very kind hearted person who aknowledges your mistake but wan't the other not to make the same, criticism is most welcome.

Another side to this is we don't run the race of life at the same pace. Really capable people are 'go getters'. There are poeple like that. One cannot expect everyone to fall in line just like that. Its dam tough. Some will. But not everybody. It should be chizzled in their hearts that tolerance and patience are essential for a harmonious relationship.

Actually there's a buddy of mine who is a bit like this. I'm gonna tell him in the face he should cool down. It'll be tough. But I'm sure we'll settle things in good way !! Thought I would consult the blogger world Intellectuality before that....lol....These are only my opinions. Critcisms and differring opinions are welcome !!

I .. AAmmm The ONE and Onleyyyyyy.......

Hawks Chesney.... sorry man.. I borrowed your Song.
Thought I was. But NO ! I mean I thought I was the only one to come up with a name like dogfight out of the blues. But one day I remember I saw in the Junior Times (childrens' suppliment of the Sunday Times, heh heh.... occassionally browse through it) a 5 year old boy had drawn a picture of a Dogfight. I mean Aerial Combat. Which is also what I meant by my title. If I remember right he had mentioned his school, same as mine. Whoa coincidence or not ??

My fascination for aerial combat I dunno came from where. Maybe If I get into the shoes of rebirth, maybe.... maybe.... I was a pilot shot down in WW2 in an earlier life. (Must have been chekin out a lovely lass from that altitude and lost concentration, in turn, get rear ended with a missile.... wooooo....) Coincidence is, in WW2, there had been Dogfights over the place where I live. Lets not get into that.

Many people took it as the canine. Doesn't matter. Doesen't matter at all.. Its a previledge. I lovvvve Dogs. But ain't got none at Home. How ?? Pathetic ?? coz my Dad and sis are not very fond of Dogs.

Staying on the topic of Dogs. I remember there was was stray Dog who used to hang around my place in my small days. We called him "NoName" (well, at his point of time I did not realize that we called him dat coz he didn't have a name. I simply, honestly thought that was her name...) The mutt I am, here's one of my great works. In year 3 when we were given to write an English essay on "my pet". This eediot went and wrote,

"My pet is a Dog. My Dog's name is 'NoName'..... and blah.. blah.. blah.."

Issue was brought up on Parents' day. The Class teacher (Thank God she was nice lady or else she would'v blasted me saying "You dumbass boy") took up the topic and showed the book to my mom. She gave a suprised look to the teacher but came out laughing. (heh heh.... she knows what I'm capable of !!)News spread and for months I was bullied by my relatives saying NoName.. NoName..

So long for my Blog Title. wonder who else will come up with it as a title for any other thing in future !!
Thought I was the one and onleyyy.....

They gave me one too

I've got one too. Once again its brilliant timing as soon as I applied for one the Bank increased the minimum salary limit to have one. phew !! I cud'v missed out. Sounds kinda "so wut ??, big deal" but its some sorta achivement I guess. Surely its not a case like this. I know, I'm wayyyy behind time. Still crawling....... "so wut ??, big deal"...... 'da HELL !!

Its Meat Loaf's Song !!

A song on the Radio got me carried away. To see it was Meat Loaf with Celine Dion's "Its all coming back to me now" an Awsum duet with Norwegian singer Marion Raven. I prefer Meat Loaf's performance to Celine Dion's Original. After all the song was originally intended for him by Jim Steinman. Not a big fan of Love songs but this performance blows me away. Yet to watch it on TV.
The Tube version over here.